The start of an end

Hi. I'm officially jobless now. My teaching contract at IEC ended last week and I'm not renewing it anymore. Meanwhile, two of my private students are currently staying in LA during holiday as usual and will be back again for school in mid July. They should be very happy to reunite with their dad by now. Sometimes I wonder how it does feel to live far away from parents. They are just seven and nine and they survive living far away from their parents for the past two years. They only get to return to their dad and mom when school is having holiday here in June and December. During those times, they'll usually stay for -more or less- a month. I know they never liked living here except for its food. Nevertheless, they'll be going back permanently after they finish their study here. Maybe in one or two years. By then, it will be a massive farewell for me and them :(

Okay, back to the jobless thing I first mentioned. To sum up, I have too much spare time right now. I'm confused of what to do to have my time occupied. I have started seeking for some jobs and it turns out that searching for the right job isn't easy at all. I'll apply for more jobs after I obtain my recommendation letter from IEC to be more promising. Speaking of IEC, a part of me is still unwilling to leave that place. Being able to work there, although part-time, is another thing I'm grateful for. It has been four years and it's a place where I learn and grow a lot. I meet various types of people and most importantly, I found the kindest person I've ever met there. She is the most sincere and hardworking person who inspires me in several ways. Finding people like her is very hard nowadays. I hope no one will ever dull her sparkle and she'll remain the same in the future. Another people I encounter there are a bunch of bright people. Although unwilling, I still have to let go. It's time to get new experiences. Until we meet again people!